AHHHH ONE OF THOSE WEEKS :(
i havent been on here for a while but damn this is where i can release my thoughts and not get judged…. this week my best friend and I went to the spot he is proposing to his gf of almost 6 years! im super happy for him! tonight was an interesting night …. i went to the bar and i met this guy who is super cute and we made out and what not… good guy but blahhhh…. i have probably felt the most bummed out this week out of any other day this year soo far…. im not together with anyone …. i feel pretty lonely…. the guy that i made out with tonight was being a weirdo at the end… but that didnt bother me… the biggest thing bothering me… is…. i dont know what it is….. :( blahhhh…. idk why im all bummed out! i should be happy for my friend! and dont get me wrong i am! but at the same time… i have no one and he has met the love of his life and he is about to make that official pretty soon! idk what im saying …. im just tripping out i guess ;( blahhh and blahhhhhh some more ;( i just wanna hide in a cave :(
